just wan someone to notice

18 july 2010, Sunday

2010-07-18T16:05:00.001+08:00

busy busy sunday...

busy till don noe wat to do...

the feeling of lost...

my mind is in a mess...

hais...

2010-07-18T03:04:00.000+08:00

I cant believe i forget again...

Im feeling very disaspointed...

How can i....

Tuesday, 22 June 2010

2010-06-22T23:02:00.002+08:00

today went out with Urban Write derhhs friends~

fun~

we went to Seoul Garden eat...

yum yum...

after tat 2 went off...

den me and sandy went to shop shop around...

went Clarke Quay...

wow...

when time come i wanna go there play...

wahahahaha.....

after tat we went ps eat ice...

yummy!~

and super full lorhhs....

hahas...

Sunday, 20 June 2010

2010-06-20T17:39:00.002+08:00

today is father's day...

early in the morning went to eat breakfast...

den went to IKEA buy things...

the hot dog is nice >_<

l0ls...

after tat went to eat lunch....

super full one~

den i reach home wanna finish my TOD seminar the book...

read finish i straight away fall asleep....

l0ls...

i still don understand at is it talking abt...

wat the thing is wat thing one...

damn confusing one...

Saturday, 19 June 2010

2010-06-19T20:14:00.002+08:00

emoing....

so sian....

don feel like drawing liao....

i need a reference if not i cant draw...

feel like drinking bubble tea >_

should i just go down and buy bubble tea?

don wanna go down alone...T^T

hais...

Friday, 11 June 2010

2010-06-11T23:57:00.002+08:00

finally holiday liao~~~

but got holiday and no holiday got diff mehhs???

still got workshop...-.-

got project...-.-lll

sian...

feeling more and more tired...

don think im suitable for this course...

but i will still try finish this course...

den i see wat to do...

is like my life is like a bottomless pit...

i cant climb out no matter how hard i try...

i wanna see the sun...

i don wanna be at the bottom...

i wonder how can i get out?

Monday, 07 June 2010

2010-06-07T21:24:00.002+08:00

today, only 2 words can express myself...

waste time!!!

i whole day reading book and listen music in studio...

nth to do...

why did i go anyway?

they bluff again...

nv really mark the attendance...

hais sian...

tml only go for afternoon class liao....

somemore today just noe another project...

hais...

do we really have holiday???

hais... ...

Wednesday, 2 June 2010

2010-06-02T17:20:00.002+08:00

life is just so difficult...

im stuck...

feeling so lost now...

wish holiday faster come...

snacks!!!

i want more chocolate!?

i think doing project makes me wanna eat more chocolate...

coz eat lerhhs wont feel tired...

sometimes i feel that nobody really know me...

maybe forget?

nobody know that what i really like is chocolate bar...

the big piece one...

not really Kinder Bueno...

really wish someone give me... ...

i have no idea what to draw now...

feeling very lost now...

maybe tonight also don need sleep lerhhs... ... ...

29.03.10

2010-03-29T22:54:00.002+08:00

nv update for so long lerhhs...

so sian...

stay at home for so many days (off day) let me realise again that...

being at home makes me really really angry...

is like i will get angry easily...

i don noe why...

sometimes i ask myself wats wrong with me?

tml got work...

they say after work going go drink...

im so happy!!!

l0ls...

coz...

got people ask me out...

hahas...

i think im a boring person that people tends to talk less to me...

coz im boring and lame...

i also ask myself before...

cant i be a more interesting person that will attracts people to talk to me?

hais...

in the end i realise i cant...

i need to talk a lot...

coz i wan people to notice me and not ignoring me...

i noe that sometimes people will forget abt me...

but in the end they will rmb me...

i hope things will be like tat...

sometimes in my life it really did happen...

and im happy...

Tuesday, 23 March 2010

2010-03-23T01:02:00.002+08:00

now is 1.02am~

sleeping soon lerhhs~

my feet is tired...T^T

hope will be okay lata...

coz going out with linn~

hahas~

shopping time~

today work quite busy...

alot things need do...

i think today is like the better day tat got things to do...

hahas...>_<

maybe lata or tml den update blog~

Wednesday, 17 March 2010

2010-03-17T00:48:00.003+08:00

now is 12.48am~

lata got workshop need wake up early go sch...

hais...

tired today...

yesterday receive phone call from Urban Write...

hahas...

got the job there >_<

hehes~!

finally got money money money!!!

wootz!~

but aiyo...

my feet hurt!!!

stand for like 8 hours (havent plus MRT) O_O

OMG!!!

but at least got job liao...

hahas >_<

hais...

go slp liao >_<

if not tml cant wake up~

Sunday, 14 March 2010

2010-03-14T18:55:00.004+08:00

i just wish im not at home...

im getting more and more angry...

keep getting scolding for nth...

she keep say one day she will cut the electricity...

im so irritated...

i don feel like talking to anybody...

i so so so so so so so so so ANGRY RIGHT NOW!!!

its not like i nv do the chores for her...

i help her bring the clothes in when raining...

help her fold clothes...

cant she just STOP!

den i just use a bit of the com she scold...

its not like i everyday use...

why she must like tat...

cant she just leave me alone...

my sisters is worse than me...

but i get the most scolding...

they nv do a thing...

they only play com play com play com!!!!

wash the plates also nv...

the most angry one is that i hungry den i cook marhhs...

den i wanna soak the pan before i wash...

den she say i like my dad cook finish don wash one...

in my heart i like think...

WTH!

everytime i cook i got clean one...

how can she say i like my dad...

im so PISS!

den she say i play too much com...

my sis they play more den me why i also kanna scolding?????

i don noe...

i really don noe!!!

just wish i disappear.............

i don wanna talk...

i don even wanna bother...

Sunday, 14 march 2010

2010-03-14T02:51:00.003+08:00

its 2.51am!!!

a bit dumb...

l0ls...

yesterday went out with RJ den with Lin Lin... (although very tired liao^^)

HAPPY>_<

so qiao after i write finish my blog den she msg me wanna go out marhhs... O_O

maybe she saw my blog...

hahas...

REALLY!?!?

don noe~

l0ls...

although very tired today...

im so so so so so so so so HAPPY!!!

hehes...->o<-

first went tampines in the afternoon with RJ...

walk around a bit...

did some window shopping...

ben lai wanna watch movie one...

but nth to watch...

hais...

so continue walking around aimlessly...

l0ls...

den we decide to go PS instead...

coz like nth to do in tampines liao...

walk until a bit sian diao liao...

at PS we went upstairs to see got watch 'nice' show to watch...

den ben lai wanna watch the jap movie one...

but it SELLING FAST!!!>_<

sian diao...

so we decided to go and eat instaed lorhhs..

fan zheng nth to do...

den Lin Lin call me and ask me wanna go see Shinee anot...

i at first tot she joking one lehhs...

a few days ago she say before but the night before i sms her no reply...

tot she don wanna go liao...

at first a bit sian...

coz i a bit tired liao lorhhs...

don noe why just come out a while jiu so tired liao lerhhs..

but i promised her will pei her go one...

so hais...

go lorhhs...

but nvm...

she tell me FT island is also at there maybe can see...

den she say the ticket cheapest $10!!!

but she nv buy-.-lll

how disaspointing...

HAIS!!!

only can stand damn far away from the stage and LISTEN!!!

yarhhs!!!
only listen...

coz cant see a thing-.-lll

den she tell me...

lets go find a roof that can see the stage one...-.-llllllllllllllllllllllll

if got like tat i already go liao...-.-lllll

the thing is like outdoor where euu wanna find a ROOF!?!?

shes weird!-.-

nvm...

i damn tired derhhs...

my leg nearly break...

FROM WALKING -.-!?!?!?

l0ls..

we only stand there for a while...

den decide to go eat...

fan zheng cannot see anything...

nxt time rmb buy ticket!?!?

hais...

in the end went back HM eat dinner...

feeling damn unwell...

walk too much...

i think~

but in the end still okay larhhs...

eat lerhhs den we walk home...

ben lai wanna take bus one...

but she say don wan -.-lll

so tiring...

hais...

in the end walk until her bus stop there den she pei me wait bus...-.-lll

a bit lame larhhs take bus frm her hse there...

coz is like only 2 more stops jiu my hse liao...

hehes...

but i damn tired so who cares ->_<-

Friday, 12 march 2010

2010-03-12T20:02:00.004+08:00

today nth go my way...
im very angry!
im very sad!
im not happy!

i wish i have something to do...
i wish i have 1 WHOLE DAY by MYSELF...
just doing wat i like...
hais...
but...
cannot be one...
morning confirm got someone will disturb...
cannot sleep peacefully...

den wake up liao do wat?
eat play com read book...
(if nobody disturb-.-)
maybe i shld go library and stay there the whole day...
nobody will disturb...
sounds good...
but i lazy go out...
hais...

and friends...
all like so busy...
i only hope someone will go out and also talk to me...
don need go places that is far...
library also can...
i just wanna someone to talk to...
hais...

im i tat invisible tat people cant see my existence???
sometime i feel tat people tend to forget me...
forget my existence...
and i cant do anything abt it...
so i decide to read read read all i wan...
put myself in the story...
talk to myself...
people thinks im crazy i don mind...
at least they can see me...
my existence...
it make me feel tat they got notice me...
even though its just a few seconds...
im happy...
i really do...^_^

14.02.10

2010-02-14T00:16:00.002+08:00

new year liao~
l0ls...
just nw damn angry one...
stupid sis keep irritate me lurhhs!
but nvm, i'll be good...
don guai her if she could just stop irritating me!!!
yup!
tats all just now went ah mah hse eat tuan yuan fan~
l0ls...
tml going bai nian liao!~
l0ls..
can eat a lot...
hahas!>_<
hope don get fatter liao...
l0ls...
but this new year so stupid...
need do my HDB model and alot of work need hand in after new year!
hais...
sian diao liao lorhhs...

02.02.10

2010-02-02T21:15:00.002+08:00

today no class~
so i stay at home...
hais...
need choing hw liao..
cannot slagg lerhhs larhhs...>_<
say is like tat say but....
hahas...
today hai shi slagg...
afternoon went library...
and walk walk...
l0ls...
hope i can finish all in time...
hais...

01.02.10

2010-02-01T08:29:00.003+08:00

today just come studio jiu kanna bully by May Tan!!!>_<
T^T
she so EVIL!!!
waaaaaaaaa.......................

now waiting for class to start~
nth to do...
lata den blog more~\(->_<-)/

back from lunch~
so full until wanna vomit liao...
just now having lecture...
den the lecturer say we need to take a 5 min video; background: toilet-.-lll
den we pick shower...
l0ls...
wat we gonna do???
den chun xia say at night take video...
so...
its gonna be a scary yet hilarious video???
hahas...
looks like fun...
BUT...
i not feeling well...
feel like going home...
hais...
hais...
hais...
the studio damn cold one...
(im gonna fall sick lerhhs??????????)
hais...

31.01.10

2010-01-31T22:40:00.002+08:00

today just play mahjong~
hahas...
so long nv play liao...
at first blurr blurr one...
but in the end still okay okay...

New Year coming!~
hope this year also can be fun...
but got alot of things havent do yet!!!
i keep slacking!!!
die liao...
super no mood do work derhhs...
hais...

tml got sch again...
i don feel well...
hais...
i wish life will be...
wake up -> read book -> eat -> sleep...
den keep continuing...
l0ls...
BUT...
reality is cruel!!!
life for me now is quite boring...
hais...

25.01.10

2010-01-25T15:17:00.002+08:00

just finish my critic...
i scared fail lehhs...
hais...
how!?
hais...
wanna go home do hw...
l0ls..
i so 用功...
hahas...
jkjk...
i just wanna finish my things den got time read my books...
hais...
why life cant like more relax...
hais...
i suddenly don have the mood liao...
do work all tat...
so 烦...

22.01.10

2010-01-22T12:30:00.003+08:00

finally!!!
not so busy lerhhs...
can relax abit...
for now only...
l0ls...-.-lll

today no lesson~
sleep till 11 plus...
hahas...
so good!!!
lata going eat buffet!?
hahas!
yum yum~

but lata come home must don work liao...
i must finish all by weekend!!!
must must must!!!
cannot den i die liao...
hahas!!!

30.12.09

2009-12-30T02:52:00.006+08:00

i watch the korean drama!!!

so nice!!!

Jang Keun Suk!!! he rocks!!!

so shuai!!! so cute!!!

I LOVE HIM!!!

hahas!!!

my friends all say i siao liao!

but he is really cute and shuai larhh~

Lee Hong Ki is also very cute!~

must watch You're beautiful [是美男啊]

is nice!!!

22.12.09

2009-12-22T21:54:00.004+08:00

yesterday went out poly-mates~
we went to go K at chinatown...
very fun~
hahas~
abit lost at first coz don noe where is the place...
but den finally found it~
hahas!~
the place not bad...
must go there again!
me and connie went to buy food eat first...
we waited very long lorhhs..
i think need cook tats why so long...

tml going party at linda hse!
yippe~
will be very fun derhhs larhhs~

14.12.09

2009-12-15T00:16:00.003+08:00

today went shopping with shirley, may and lala~
went vivo!
i reach late lorhhs...
hahas~
but they wen to eat first!
so i went to find them at LJS - -
after tat we went to play water!
damn fun~
but i think will kanna sun burn liao lorhhs!
i don wanna turn black~!
hais!
den playing water tat time got this irritating boy lorhhs..
keep splashing water at us...
but i think lala worst...
keep kanna splash...
hahas~
but very fun~
after tat we went shopping!
after tat go home~

my leg still damn pain...
hais...
hope will feel better soon!~^o^~

12.12.09

2009-12-12T22:08:00.005+08:00

today, first day of holiday~
wake up, nth to do...
mummy bring me and sis go out eat...
go to the xing wang cafe.
nv try before - -
not bad quite nice one...
den we shop abit around heartland mall.
spent like quite alot of money. O_Olll
but i still didnt buy the book i want...
hais...
i wan tat book but damn ex one...
hope someone buy for me...
today also quite bored.
nth much to do...
i keep reading today but the more i read i feel tired.
maybe i got tired of books liao...
if don read wat to do?
hais...
i wanna eat chocolate!
really really really feel like eating chocolate!
hais!

don noe really have chance go K anot...
everytime wanna go out but nobody have time for me.
hais!
im tired!
hope someone got time for me.

05.12.09

2009-12-05T23:02:00.003+08:00

i think i quite moody these days...
i don noe why...
i get upset very easily...
but i try not to show lerhhs...
im trying...
but i...
i don noe how stop myself.
i really make ppl forget easily.
they will forget my pressence...
i don noe why...
...
my arms very pain.
i think the pain can let me forget things...
maybe i could get addicted to pain.
when very painful i cannot think abt useless things.
...
chocolates are sweet... chocolates are bitter... i prefer bitter... bitter is sweet to me...

22.11.09

2009-11-22T00:55:00.002+08:00

today blurr blurr one~
i day-dreaming the whole day lorhhs...
maybe weekend den i slp too much liao...
hais...
i till now also a bit gong gong one lehhs...
tml going out, hope not gong liao...
i scared i cant finish my projects...
how?
am i giving myself stress?
i don noe...
i think properly now!
how!?
wat to do!?
wat to do!?
i don noe wat need to hand in...
i don noe the date...
i don noe anything...
sometime i ask myself, wat do i noe?
i also don noe myself...
i don even understand myself...
wat to do?
someone tell me.......................................................

17.11.09

2009-11-17T21:59:00.003+08:00

finally~
i blog...
very busy lorhhs~
and some more i lazy...
hahas...
tml need submit essay, i still come update blog-.-
l0ls!!!
don noe wat to write for the essay-----
how how how?!
die die die?!

i update pics lata if got time>_<
hahas~

12.10.09

2009-10-12T23:23:00.006+08:00

tml going out to sing~

yipeeee~

don noe how many ppl going?~

den GEMS register coming>_<

don noe choose wat lehhs...

hais...

class timming come out lerhhs...

like will be quite free...

hope will be free~

i don wanna stress out...

sat went out with mummiie~^^

went to check out the dancing one...

l0ls!!!~

we went clarke quay to eat lunch first...

went to find RJ and Vivien~

hahas~>_<~

本來wanna eat the Watami one...

but lehhs...

no moneyT_T

in the end eat LJS~

nvm~

still happy liao~^^

Friday went to ah mah hse~

think tat day is anniversery~(don noe how spell, psps->_<-)

so before going ah mah hse, we went to CP... O_O

buy cake~

hahas^^

den go ah mah hse...

after dinner and cake eating...

we went to play badminton~

now my hand still pain...

hais...

but don regret~

coz~ fun~~~~

hahas~^^~

06.10.09

2009-10-06T15:16:00.010+08:00

today~
boring...
angry...
wanna go out!!!
sian!!!
yesterday went out with mum...
saw alot of beads..
next time can go there buy liao...

sat went out with family~
went to eat watami...
the pizza is nice...

25.09.09

2009-09-25T23:51:00.002+08:00

yesterday damn pai sehh one...
l0ls..>_<
i do ordering tat time happen one...
i finish taking order den wanna go tat time...
my slipper is left behind...-.-
kanna laugh by friendT.T
hais...
den i serve the pasta tat time i say here's your pizza-.-
aiyo...
wats wrong with me-.-lll

today went sing k with Linda~
hais...
to bad RJ nv go...
there quite cheap lorhhs...
hahas~
sing alot today>_<

15♥09♥09

2009-09-15T22:34:00.021+08:00

today went to malaysia with mum and dad~
a very sudden thing...
it happen like tat---

morning, i woke up~
den dad suddenly call and say wanna go malaysia...
btw, I HAVENT EAT YET!!!
den i follow go lorhhs...
den reach malaysia, my dad went to the wash car there-.-lll
the person say need 3 hrs like tat-.-
[I'M STARVING~~~]
sians arhhs!
den i go nearby mini mart buy tibits~
wahahahahahahaha~
本來wanna find daddy buy tibits one...
but he gone-.-lll
don noe run where...
hais...
den buy finish...
dad come back liao...
with TIBITS and DRINKS!
and also ICE CREAM~>_<~
L0LS!!!
yummy~~
eat liao i damn full larhhs~

after finish car wash, we went to jusco...
eat the jap food~
delicious— —
den also got something funny happen!
my father went to take the sauce...
den got one waiter...
he refill the sauce finish...
he standing behind my dad...
den he started dancing!!!
den me and my mum was looking at him and laughing larhhs!~
L0LS!!!
he suddenly turn around and notice tat we are looking at him...
den he damn pai seh and hold the tray to cover his face, den walk away...
HAHAS!~
den my dad come back liao, i still cant stop laughing~

after eating, we went to the supermarket~
den after tat we buy finish liao wanna go home...
but tot of buying things for the pigs at home to eat...
den mum and dad tot of buying bread...
so i wait outside to take care of the things and i was looking at the moon cake...
when one of the security person approach me say wanna check my bag...O_O
den my parents are out liao...
i just like 'check larhhs!' the kind of expression...
i also nv steal anything...
i nv even open my bag larhhs-.-lll
the person of course nv find anything...-.-
den my mum say i look suspicious-.-lll
lame =_=
den we go home liao~

today many things happen~
very happy!~^_^

14♥09♥09

2009-09-14T16:06:00.002+08:00

today go alot place~
first went to bishan there...
LIBRARY!!!
den shop awhile...
den next go to hougang~
buy the keyboard...
coz the destoryer spoil the keyboard-.-
den after tat went to compass~
library again~
yeah!~
eat luch den went home...

13♥09♥09

2009-09-13T17:40:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went out with family~
本來wanna eat dim sum one...
but we go there so many ppl den no space to park car...
hais...
in the end went to...
i think east coast there...
went to eat dinner~
went to the international seafood resturant...
WTH!!!
the thing there so expensive lorhhs...
den my mum say, we drink 1 jug of green tea den go liao larhhs~
L0LS!!!
of course she joking one!

eat finish den go home liao...-.-
i tot will go shopping lurhhs...
cheated my feelings...
hais...T_T
den on the way home, something supid happen...
damn funny larhhs!!!
i walk at the back, den my sis in front...
suddenly some metal thing drop!
LOLS!!!
is the car plate~
my sis kick the car plate down!
hahas!!!
damn funny one!
den my mum say she destoryer lurhhs!
den my dad say everytime bring her out got 'big' things happen one~
like got one time she kick until the escalator the side thing drop out!!! O_O
LOLS!!!
her leg damn pro lurhhs!!!

12♥09♥09

2009-09-12T13:41:00.000+08:00

today, boring...
very tired...
yesterday work till very tired...
本來wanna go watch movie with 琳琳and萍萍one...
hais...
den 萍萍don wanna watch...
den my dad ask wanna go out marhhs...
why like going out everybody wanna go out?
den i don noe wat to do liao larhhs!!!
hais!!!
den just now eat my 'breakfast'.
damn full!
my dad say lata afternoon, go eat dim sum-.-lll
lame larhhs him...
so full liao still wanna eat — —

so i lata i think will go out bahhs...
dad say wanna go malaysia also don noe will go marhhs...— —